/ Friday, October 29, 2010

hi, im back here again.. after such a long long time..
i almost forget how it feels writing an online journal..
anyway, this few days.. i totally have no mood to study for my exam..
even thought i know how impt this two paper are.. but why..
i still have the cant be bother attitude?
what causes me to change to become like this.. since this hasnt happen to
me before any of the final exam.. so i was really wondering..

and now, what is the next step i should take in my life..
i need to stop and think, what i really want out of my life..
and how should i go from here...is my mind bothering about too many things.
or are there too much for me to consider? this sucks..
when i dont know what i want, when everything seems to be a choice..
which is the right one?

i just need ppl who can understand me, relate to what im talking about..
but then again.. its hard to have this kind of ppl in your life..
am i right.. mayb sometimes i should just count on myself..
learn to give and take, and let go when the time comes..
hopefully the ans to all my doubts can be solve by my brain soon..
at least i wont feel so aimless..


life isnt always beautiful, its how you learn to see things in a positive way!

/ Friday, October 29, 2010

hi, im back here again.. after such a long long time..
i almost forget how it feels writing an online journal..
anyway, this few days.. i totally have no mood to study for my exam..
even thought i know how impt this two paper are.. but why..
i still have the cant be bother attitude?
what causes me to change to become like this.. since this hasnt happen to
me before any of the final exam.. so i was really wondering..

and now, what is the next step i should take in my life..
i need to stop and think, what i really want out of my life..
and how should i go from here...is my mind bothering about too many things.
or are there too much for me to consider? this sucks..
when i dont know what i want, when everything seems to be a choice..
which is the right one?

i just need ppl who can understand me, relate to what im talking about..
but then again.. its hard to have this kind of ppl in your life..
am i right.. mayb sometimes i should just count on myself..
learn to give and take, and let go when the time comes..
hopefully the ans to all my doubts can be solve by my brain soon..
at least i wont feel so aimless..


life isnt always beautiful, its how you learn to see things in a positive way!