/ Tuesday, July 14, 2009

i just checked, my last post was more than a month ago..
and in the one month, life have been quite stagnant..nothing much
have been going on, just the usual rountine. meet the same people
that im always meeting, go to places that i always go..no changes..
and when i thou that everything will still continue to be like this..
but sometimes, fate just like to make fun of people..

The last 3 days was something different, but it only lasted 3 days..
its was like sitting on a roller coaster, and now, the ride has ended..
just like the way it has to be, whether i like it or not..
i guessed, thats life for me..

when we are still a kid, no matter how unhappy we are, we can be
appeased by just getting ourself sweets or our favourite ice cream..
but why does it seems to be so diffcult now that we are grown up?
mayb thats why club have such good businesses..
people go there not only to relief from stress due to work,
but also a place to forget all the unhappy memories, they drown themselve
with beer whatever that can make them drunk..but at the end of the day..
its just a way of numbing the pain, to force yourself to sleep..
just for that very night,but the next day you got to suffer a hang over,
and everything you try to forget still come back to you...

is there a better way out?

or anywhere that offer the service of erasing memories?hahahhaa..
i think thats a better way out right.

/ Tuesday, July 14, 2009

i just checked, my last post was more than a month ago..
and in the one month, life have been quite stagnant..nothing much
have been going on, just the usual rountine. meet the same people
that im always meeting, go to places that i always go..no changes..
and when i thou that everything will still continue to be like this..
but sometimes, fate just like to make fun of people..

The last 3 days was something different, but it only lasted 3 days..
its was like sitting on a roller coaster, and now, the ride has ended..
just like the way it has to be, whether i like it or not..
i guessed, thats life for me..

when we are still a kid, no matter how unhappy we are, we can be
appeased by just getting ourself sweets or our favourite ice cream..
but why does it seems to be so diffcult now that we are grown up?
mayb thats why club have such good businesses..
people go there not only to relief from stress due to work,
but also a place to forget all the unhappy memories, they drown themselve
with beer whatever that can make them drunk..but at the end of the day..
its just a way of numbing the pain, to force yourself to sleep..
just for that very night,but the next day you got to suffer a hang over,
and everything you try to forget still come back to you...

is there a better way out?

or anywhere that offer the service of erasing memories?hahahhaa..
i think thats a better way out right.