/ Sunday, July 20, 2008

Suddenly I feel so pessimistic about life, I don’t know what
Is the right things and the wrong things to do..
Whatever I do, it doesn’t seems to please me.. nor is making
Me happy..sometimes I really think I don’t even understand
Myself..i cant really see what I can get out of my life..
Everyday all I hear from my mouth is complain aft complain..
Grumble aft grumble..why is that so?

i have learnt, to hide things inside cos talking about it wont help..
and the party listen will never understand..so why bother to
talk so much when in the end, u are the only one facing it??
this 1 yr is the most crucial part of my life..what the future holds for
me depends on this..so in a way, im scared, fear of disappointment..
insecure cos i cannt predict what will happen at the end of the day..
this feeling really sucks..but who can i blame beside myself?
why ppl never learnt their lesson??
how many times must we fall in one lifetime??
how many ups and down are there??
argh!! when i see my life, i really feel like crying...
what can be worst that this?
i believe nothing else...at least i hope this is the max for me..

ok, im on the emo side today!
tmr it will be a brand new day!

/ Sunday, July 20, 2008

Suddenly I feel so pessimistic about life, I don’t know what
Is the right things and the wrong things to do..
Whatever I do, it doesn’t seems to please me.. nor is making
Me happy..sometimes I really think I don’t even understand
Myself..i cant really see what I can get out of my life..
Everyday all I hear from my mouth is complain aft complain..
Grumble aft grumble..why is that so?

i have learnt, to hide things inside cos talking about it wont help..
and the party listen will never understand..so why bother to
talk so much when in the end, u are the only one facing it??
this 1 yr is the most crucial part of my life..what the future holds for
me depends on this..so in a way, im scared, fear of disappointment..
insecure cos i cannt predict what will happen at the end of the day..
this feeling really sucks..but who can i blame beside myself?
why ppl never learnt their lesson??
how many times must we fall in one lifetime??
how many ups and down are there??
argh!! when i see my life, i really feel like crying...
what can be worst that this?
i believe nothing else...at least i hope this is the max for me..

ok, im on the emo side today!
tmr it will be a brand new day!