what is the most saddening thing in the whole world...
it is whn someone who is close hurt you...that u dont feel the pain anymore...
whn no one stand by you and think u are wrong...hahah...how contradicting it is..
your very own family member...can u trust them ant??? not anymore..
i think this is what is going through my mind right now..
those who understand me will know what im talking about..but those who dont,
i am not goin to mention it anymore..cos its over...
i guess this is just part and parcel in life that u only got yourselve to belive...
mayb it time to live for yourselve rather than for others...cos no one
will appreciate it...like no one!!!!
all u need is just an impact that can wake u up...and learn to differentiate
reality from lies...and to be so clear minded aft 20 hrs of not slping..
to decide what u really what for yourselve...and that is to live n your on..
and never to rely on others again...thats where u will find true happiness..
life may be tough, but much more meaningful...
A wake up call indeed!