/ Friday, January 11, 2008

it was suppose to be a day well spent with my frens...
was indeed happy when we were out..
we had a lot today, 2 and 1/4bott of chivas, two beer tower..
and surprisely, we finish everything...not even a drop left...
and as expected not everyone went home sober..
but its was a whole lot of fun, aft so long and aft so much studying
have been goin on..this past wk is just the beginning of hell for me..
and whn i thou that i could cope with it..
i was wrong...

my mum change everything overnight, she converted my sis rm into
a study room, and now the whole house population are
squeezing in my bedroom, seriously, i dont like that idea...
but do i get to voice my opinion..? the answer is no....!!!
i wasnt even inform in the first place...why???
first time i realise that im living under someone roof therefore
i dont get to decide how i want my room to be...
i dont get to decide who sleep in...and i cant have it the way i want..
and now, im having the urge to save and move out..
somewher that i can make my own decision..
whn i already have enough stress at sch...i get it too whn im at home..
do they understand that i need my own space,and i dont get it...
whn we dont have enough rooms to slp, why have a study room..???
my maid took one corner, my sister another one and poor me left with one small one..my bedroom is divided into three parts now...
how "wonderful" is that?? arghhhhhhh..
is that somewher that i can be problem-free???
where i can decide what to do with my own personal life..
and not doing what others expect of me...
seriously, i hate it..the feeling sucks...i dont feel respected at all!!!
thousands and millions of why is running thru my head..
but i dont have the ans to it..

/ Friday, January 11, 2008

it was suppose to be a day well spent with my frens...
was indeed happy when we were out..
we had a lot today, 2 and 1/4bott of chivas, two beer tower..
and surprisely, we finish everything...not even a drop left...
and as expected not everyone went home sober..
but its was a whole lot of fun, aft so long and aft so much studying
have been goin on..this past wk is just the beginning of hell for me..
and whn i thou that i could cope with it..
i was wrong...

my mum change everything overnight, she converted my sis rm into
a study room, and now the whole house population are
squeezing in my bedroom, seriously, i dont like that idea...
but do i get to voice my opinion..? the answer is no....!!!
i wasnt even inform in the first place...why???
first time i realise that im living under someone roof therefore
i dont get to decide how i want my room to be...
i dont get to decide who sleep in...and i cant have it the way i want..
and now, im having the urge to save and move out..
somewher that i can make my own decision..
whn i already have enough stress at sch...i get it too whn im at home..
do they understand that i need my own space,and i dont get it...
whn we dont have enough rooms to slp, why have a study room..???
my maid took one corner, my sister another one and poor me left with one small one..my bedroom is divided into three parts now...
how "wonderful" is that?? arghhhhhhh..
is that somewher that i can be problem-free???
where i can decide what to do with my own personal life..
and not doing what others expect of me...
seriously, i hate it..the feeling sucks...i dont feel respected at all!!!
thousands and millions of why is running thru my head..
but i dont have the ans to it..