too much have been goin on these week...and it make me very tired of everything...
i tink i just have to leave it to fate..whether we wil stil work out or not..
i really dont know..if it doesnt, mayb we could just say..we really did tried our best..
but hopefully we do not hav to turn out this way...
we have been arguing too much recently...too many misunderstanding...
too many unhappiness that we kept witin oursleves that make us end up like that..
and im really tired and confused..wat is the right thing to do..what is the wrong thing to do..
i really dont know wat is the next move...is it really possible to settle everything
without hurting anyone..is there no way to save the friendship between us...
i dont know...i really dont know...this time round im beaten hands down..
i dont wish to fight anymore..its such a small thing...why does it have to end in
such a way....the frienship we built up throughout the years...wher did it go???
its disappointing to know that we are so fragile...small things turn to big things and
we have to go our own ways...
we are all guessing each other thinking now..we are all assuming...