/ Thursday, July 26, 2007

sometime being kind doesnt pay..finally i understand the meaning of this sentence..
i always thou that forgiving is one good thing but seems like im wrong this time round..
the more u give in the more ppl take you for an idiot...
you left me with no choice..im force to do things that i do not want to do..
workplace sucks now..i hate to go back there...
espcially i have to face a bast**d..now that the game has began...
i wil make sure it end in the way i want it to be....
i wonder why in this world there are such ppl around...and can live till this age...
many wont understand wat im trying to say here... but doesnt matter...
this is the only place wher i can vent all my frustration..
at least i do not have to face him today..but i need to tmr...so hopefully..i can control myself...
haha...and since im goin to lose my job soon..and i hav tons of things i want to buy
i guess they all have to wait...hai..

items list....
1)Gucci belt-$550
2)camera-$400
3)slippers-$49
4)shades-$300
5) more clothes...

so anyone wants to make a donation to me can always leave me a msg...ahahaha...

projects...exam, holidays...hahah...

my life revolve around of this things...and i know once the bad days are over..
the good days will come...but sometime i find the bad ones are really hard to bear...
they wil slowly eat up all your confidence and leave you there fencing for your own..
many wil say this is the way of learning and making you a stronger person..
but why do i or rather we human have to go through all this..
why can it just be a little simpler?? like those in developing countries..
thou they are poor but at least they do not have to put on a mask whn they face ppl..
and they are much happier and contented compare to us...
whn we pity them whn they have no good education, no good food, no proper clothes..
can we take some time out and look at ourselves?!
yes, we have education, good food, proper clothes...compare to them, we are million
times better..but yet we are always complaining about our life..
we have to learn and cope with ppl that backstab u from the back...
afraid that we wil trust the wrong person...hai...

all out!!!

/ Thursday, July 26, 2007

sometime being kind doesnt pay..finally i understand the meaning of this sentence..
i always thou that forgiving is one good thing but seems like im wrong this time round..
the more u give in the more ppl take you for an idiot...
you left me with no choice..im force to do things that i do not want to do..
workplace sucks now..i hate to go back there...
espcially i have to face a bast**d..now that the game has began...
i wil make sure it end in the way i want it to be....
i wonder why in this world there are such ppl around...and can live till this age...
many wont understand wat im trying to say here... but doesnt matter...
this is the only place wher i can vent all my frustration..
at least i do not have to face him today..but i need to tmr...so hopefully..i can control myself...
haha...and since im goin to lose my job soon..and i hav tons of things i want to buy
i guess they all have to wait...hai..

items list....
1)Gucci belt-$550
2)camera-$400
3)slippers-$49
4)shades-$300
5) more clothes...

so anyone wants to make a donation to me can always leave me a msg...ahahaha...

projects...exam, holidays...hahah...

my life revolve around of this things...and i know once the bad days are over..
the good days will come...but sometime i find the bad ones are really hard to bear...
they wil slowly eat up all your confidence and leave you there fencing for your own..
many wil say this is the way of learning and making you a stronger person..
but why do i or rather we human have to go through all this..
why can it just be a little simpler?? like those in developing countries..
thou they are poor but at least they do not have to put on a mask whn they face ppl..
and they are much happier and contented compare to us...
whn we pity them whn they have no good education, no good food, no proper clothes..
can we take some time out and look at ourselves?!
yes, we have education, good food, proper clothes...compare to them, we are million
times better..but yet we are always complaining about our life..
we have to learn and cope with ppl that backstab u from the back...
afraid that we wil trust the wrong person...hai...

all out!!!