/ Thursday, June 21, 2007

im back here to update again..the trip to bintan wasnt as good as expected...
everything small little things there need money and they just love to caculate in S$..
so we have to scrimp and save here and there...and the weather was just another spoiler....
it just got to rain when we are there and only become sunny whn we are leaving...
how unlucky can we get...spend three days in the room playing cards, slpin, and watching tv..
wat an expensive holiday...but then we did have our share of fun too...
banana boat, soaking in the water, touring the city, shopping...but...
i love the jet ski the most, if only it can be cheaper mayb i would have play longer....
tioman is next on the list..and hopefully we can make it come true ah...

anyway was attending a relative wake the night before and i realise that not only life can be fragile..but relationship too..the one that passed away was one that watch me grow up..
and i haven see him for the past 8 years...after his wife passed away...
and his two daughter didnt even meet for the past 8 years..because of some family politics..suddenly their kids realise that they got aunt and cousin..
his death was kind of a reunion for the two sisters..but how long can it last??
whn things are over, everyone goes back to their usual life...
and one more thing..they are not united from wat i see...whn nights fall...eveyone wants to go home, leaving their husbands behind with their dad...sound wierd right...??!
mayb not al kinship can take the test and pressure given by circumstances..
and your action can really tell how much you value your family members...
and seeing all these..it reminds me of my grandma.. she's gone for almost a year..
and i stil miss her nagging and scolding, i miss the time spend with my cousin at the wake..
the bond was so strong within the families...we tried to stay awake no matter how tired we are..
the feeling of being helpless and alone was conquer cos u know there wil always be someone by your side sharing the same feeling as you...or at least a shoulder that u can lean on anytime...
so i hope the relationship between the two sister wil change for the better..
or they wil be letting their late parents down..

school holiday is ending too...in about two weeks time...so soon..i'll be in the fourth sems and one more to go and i wil complete my course..to go aussie or to stay here was something that i have to start thinking now..otherwise whn time comes, i wil not know what to do..
i tink i have to choose wat to specialize in whn sch reopen...argh..!!! so many things to do ah...


today is the day...i hope everything wil turn out like wat i wish for....

/ Thursday, June 21, 2007

im back here to update again..the trip to bintan wasnt as good as expected...
everything small little things there need money and they just love to caculate in S$..
so we have to scrimp and save here and there...and the weather was just another spoiler....
it just got to rain when we are there and only become sunny whn we are leaving...
how unlucky can we get...spend three days in the room playing cards, slpin, and watching tv..
wat an expensive holiday...but then we did have our share of fun too...
banana boat, soaking in the water, touring the city, shopping...but...
i love the jet ski the most, if only it can be cheaper mayb i would have play longer....
tioman is next on the list..and hopefully we can make it come true ah...

anyway was attending a relative wake the night before and i realise that not only life can be fragile..but relationship too..the one that passed away was one that watch me grow up..
and i haven see him for the past 8 years...after his wife passed away...
and his two daughter didnt even meet for the past 8 years..because of some family politics..suddenly their kids realise that they got aunt and cousin..
his death was kind of a reunion for the two sisters..but how long can it last??
whn things are over, everyone goes back to their usual life...
and one more thing..they are not united from wat i see...whn nights fall...eveyone wants to go home, leaving their husbands behind with their dad...sound wierd right...??!
mayb not al kinship can take the test and pressure given by circumstances..
and your action can really tell how much you value your family members...
and seeing all these..it reminds me of my grandma.. she's gone for almost a year..
and i stil miss her nagging and scolding, i miss the time spend with my cousin at the wake..
the bond was so strong within the families...we tried to stay awake no matter how tired we are..
the feeling of being helpless and alone was conquer cos u know there wil always be someone by your side sharing the same feeling as you...or at least a shoulder that u can lean on anytime...
so i hope the relationship between the two sister wil change for the better..
or they wil be letting their late parents down..

school holiday is ending too...in about two weeks time...so soon..i'll be in the fourth sems and one more to go and i wil complete my course..to go aussie or to stay here was something that i have to start thinking now..otherwise whn time comes, i wil not know what to do..
i tink i have to choose wat to specialize in whn sch reopen...argh..!!! so many things to do ah...


today is the day...i hope everything wil turn out like wat i wish for....