/ Sunday, March 11, 2007

its already 4am but yet i sudden have the urge to bog...
mayb too much things happen this week..and aft reading others blog..
its my turn to blog out wat im feeling inside..
i cant say that things have been goin on pretty well in sch..
even thou my results is not out yet, but i have a hunch feeling that i got to retake at least one sub..i dont say this for no reason, i know how well i've done myself.
i seems to have drifted away from my classmates too..mayb im over sensitive because they dont think that way, or can i say, we thou we know each other well but actually we dont?
im sure that we are not frank to each other, we stil have our own secret.
the one that you can trust might not be the right one...
sometimes we hear bad things about one another...a group of friend bitching about one another..
but yet can actually act that we know each other very well..
mayb its just that one or two person but still i do fell uneasy about it..
no doubt we have our happy days, but why does it seems that whn holidays come, we are back to our square one..everyone leading their life and not bothering about others?
i just dont understand and i dont think i ever understand..
mayb we are just making use of each other, or mayb one day we can find true friendship from there..but im sure its not now..




there are many thou running thru my mind now.. somethings i can blog it out to share..
but yet some are confidential stuff that i can delude like that..because it doesnt not concern only me..so i guessed its the right thing to do..but heres something that i wanna let all my best friend know..and i think you know who you are!

we have our own life to lead and we meet different people each and every time we go to a different place, but it doesnt mean the past is forgotten. we have our memories too, this is something that others cannot take it away. and i know that we all treasure it, just that in the circumstance we are in, we cannot turn back but continue with the road ahead. we might leave a few friends behind, but it doesnt matter, we can always slow down our pace and wait for each other..and im sure we will reach the ending together..no one is certain of what will happen in futurebut deep down, we know that this friendship still mean alot...sometimes whn u need someone to be there, it might not be the one you wished for..or mayb the one you wished for doesnt know what happened to you..because we are not really involve in each other life now..
we cannot share secrets like wat we used to do, and its funny that sometimes we have no common topics to talk about..but that growing up, we do not have a choice. if this is a test that we have to go thru together then we got to prove that we wil survive the test together.
there isnt any stranger in the group. we will always be here is never an empty promise.
its a promise that was kept from the first day the friendship started.

/ Sunday, March 11, 2007

its already 4am but yet i sudden have the urge to bog...
mayb too much things happen this week..and aft reading others blog..
its my turn to blog out wat im feeling inside..
i cant say that things have been goin on pretty well in sch..
even thou my results is not out yet, but i have a hunch feeling that i got to retake at least one sub..i dont say this for no reason, i know how well i've done myself.
i seems to have drifted away from my classmates too..mayb im over sensitive because they dont think that way, or can i say, we thou we know each other well but actually we dont?
im sure that we are not frank to each other, we stil have our own secret.
the one that you can trust might not be the right one...
sometimes we hear bad things about one another...a group of friend bitching about one another..
but yet can actually act that we know each other very well..
mayb its just that one or two person but still i do fell uneasy about it..
no doubt we have our happy days, but why does it seems that whn holidays come, we are back to our square one..everyone leading their life and not bothering about others?
i just dont understand and i dont think i ever understand..
mayb we are just making use of each other, or mayb one day we can find true friendship from there..but im sure its not now..




there are many thou running thru my mind now.. somethings i can blog it out to share..
but yet some are confidential stuff that i can delude like that..because it doesnt not concern only me..so i guessed its the right thing to do..but heres something that i wanna let all my best friend know..and i think you know who you are!

we have our own life to lead and we meet different people each and every time we go to a different place, but it doesnt mean the past is forgotten. we have our memories too, this is something that others cannot take it away. and i know that we all treasure it, just that in the circumstance we are in, we cannot turn back but continue with the road ahead. we might leave a few friends behind, but it doesnt matter, we can always slow down our pace and wait for each other..and im sure we will reach the ending together..no one is certain of what will happen in futurebut deep down, we know that this friendship still mean alot...sometimes whn u need someone to be there, it might not be the one you wished for..or mayb the one you wished for doesnt know what happened to you..because we are not really involve in each other life now..
we cannot share secrets like wat we used to do, and its funny that sometimes we have no common topics to talk about..but that growing up, we do not have a choice. if this is a test that we have to go thru together then we got to prove that we wil survive the test together.
there isnt any stranger in the group. we will always be here is never an empty promise.
its a promise that was kept from the first day the friendship started.