/ Thursday, August 03, 2006

i had my biggest nightmare last night...
throughout my entire life i hav never felt so scare and lost before..
everythings seems like a dream, but yet its real...
my grandma feel down, and she bled...whn i gt over to her place..
i saw blood stain on the floor...and her lyin there...
at least she is stil awake..but stil..
first time i follow and ambulance...into the hospital...
first time i waited so long outside the operation theatre...
she stable bt weak, the rest of the report is yet to come..

anyway its make me realise that life is so fragile..
its just a line between living and dying..
we never learnt to treasure ppl whn they are around..
and we only tend to look for them whn they are gone.
wats the point..?
isnt it better to forgive and forget...
at least take things easily..aft al we dont know whn we wil b gone..

alright, im signing out here. got to rush back to the hospital agn..

thanks michelle for that msg, do u know, i really ned it at that time..
its help alot, and sorry for waking u up late at night..

terr..thanks. i appreciate it. really.

/ Thursday, August 03, 2006

i had my biggest nightmare last night...
throughout my entire life i hav never felt so scare and lost before..
everythings seems like a dream, but yet its real...
my grandma feel down, and she bled...whn i gt over to her place..
i saw blood stain on the floor...and her lyin there...
at least she is stil awake..but stil..
first time i follow and ambulance...into the hospital...
first time i waited so long outside the operation theatre...
she stable bt weak, the rest of the report is yet to come..

anyway its make me realise that life is so fragile..
its just a line between living and dying..
we never learnt to treasure ppl whn they are around..
and we only tend to look for them whn they are gone.
wats the point..?
isnt it better to forgive and forget...
at least take things easily..aft al we dont know whn we wil b gone..

alright, im signing out here. got to rush back to the hospital agn..

thanks michelle for that msg, do u know, i really ned it at that time..
its help alot, and sorry for waking u up late at night..

terr..thanks. i appreciate it. really.