/ Saturday, May 13, 2006

i just got to admit that good things just do last long..
mayb its time to think bout wat i want instead of lettin things lead my life...
i mean at times im really sick and tired of it already,
i dunno wat good wil it do for me, al i know is im living day by day...
and this is not the way i want it to be...
to get myself so affected and fuming inside me isnt wat i want..
just why cant you understand??
im not a stand in for anybody, and it works the same for you too...
if i got to be, i rather hav nothing at al..
at least i know im living my life in a proper way...

anyway my new tv is here, but i stil cant watch it...
cos the contractor haven finish fixing the wires and al...
so in the end i stil got to wait..
hahaha...its al about waiting and patience...
too bad cos i really dun hav it..
sigh.....i hav already miss alot of episodes already...
hope they finish their work fast...

5 more days and i dunno why. i dun hav the mood...
im not lookin forward to it...
mayb this is just the normal way aft al we are gettin older and older..

life is in a terrible mess now....

/ Saturday, May 13, 2006

i just got to admit that good things just do last long..
mayb its time to think bout wat i want instead of lettin things lead my life...
i mean at times im really sick and tired of it already,
i dunno wat good wil it do for me, al i know is im living day by day...
and this is not the way i want it to be...
to get myself so affected and fuming inside me isnt wat i want..
just why cant you understand??
im not a stand in for anybody, and it works the same for you too...
if i got to be, i rather hav nothing at al..
at least i know im living my life in a proper way...

anyway my new tv is here, but i stil cant watch it...
cos the contractor haven finish fixing the wires and al...
so in the end i stil got to wait..
hahaha...its al about waiting and patience...
too bad cos i really dun hav it..
sigh.....i hav already miss alot of episodes already...
hope they finish their work fast...

5 more days and i dunno why. i dun hav the mood...
im not lookin forward to it...
mayb this is just the normal way aft al we are gettin older and older..

life is in a terrible mess now....