/ Saturday, December 31, 2005

just one more day left and it wil b 2006..365 days is gone just like that...
so much has happened in 2005 and are we just goin to say goodbye just like that???
this year is really a hectic one..leaving sac aft 5 years..coming out to work and then going back to study again..it seems so unbelieveable...
i shall stop the clock for just one moment and then look back before everything this yr come to an end....
started working at BI aft Os, stayed there for like 6 mths before resigning...it was fun working there and the ppl there are nice not all of course...sometime i do miss them...
had class chalet early this year..and i doubt it wil happened again..no more class activities aft that...
celebrated my 18th birthday..chalet at costa sand pasir ris...i had fun..really...it was one of the most unforgettable event that happened to me in 20o5...
hmm...went away during the june holiday..one of the trip that i wun forget..
become a certified diver in july...which i always wanted to be...
went to take my diploma in business management with mdis in june...
went hongkong in oct...it was a sudden decision...
and endless clubbing night...

however there are many dissapointment too...promise are not kept...
i had let go of someone that i never wanted to...
i had miss my best friend birthday cos i was having high fever..[sorry]
sometimes it is quite hard to face prob alone..thou its over...
and since everyone make their new friend..where do the old one go???
no doubt we drifted.. no matter how hard we try to convince ourselve..deep down we knew it...
below, are small tag for the people that are impt in my life...having them is just god gifts....

whn god gave us fren, he tried to be fair, but whn i got you ppl, i know i got more than my share.

peixiang..
this yr we went on our own way to search for wat we want to achieve in life. i dun get to see you almost everyday like what it used to be..sit beside each other in class and talk non-stop..and i definately miss those times..i really do..sometime i wonder if there is a second chance..haa..mayb in our dreams. u know me well enough that i dun hav to say anything and you understand wat i want. this friendship is so precious that i hope i can keep it forever.. well..you hav ur frens whom you mix with in ur jc..and i hope things goes well between you and them.. mayb one day you might find a better fren...i dunno..watever it is i stil love you the same...

cas..
i hav never forget those days that we hang out together and only return home in the middle of the night..those silly things that we would do and of course wat a great fren you hav been. mayb you might think that we hav not accept the changes in you..watever the ans is...you knw that there are stil a bunch of ppl you can fall back on. thou we may drift and thing may change you just a friend i never want to change or replace. certain thing you hav to go thru on your own. or rather with your new clique...you hav the courage to do wat you want so why bother bout wat others think??? as long as you are happy..its enough.. and i know you are.

eileen..(xiao guo)
very long never like that call you already..ahha..we may b on the same boat but things are not really the same. let go and mayb you wil find the happiness that you are really searching for al this while..our thinking is just so alike..so it seems like you cant hide anything. even whn i left the other night i knew you werent happy. mayb you understand. and i really thank you for giving me that kind of understanding..it make me fl really bad too..frankly i cant balance both side of my frens well..i dun deny that sometimes im in a diff position to satisfy both party..but i want you to know that no matter wher i am, i stil the same old me.

min...
you haven been around much,we are al so busy with our own things that we can hardly hav the time to meet up. but we are stil close. something that is just goin to last i hope..a rare chance of meeting up is alway worth much more. it just make us learn not to take anyone for granted.. we stil have our share of common memories..that no one can ever replaced. hopefully things goes the way you want it to be..

cand..
aft so much, glad that you hav found wat you really.. you wil alway b my bus 26 partner..haha..thou you can slp your way home.. it always good to hav company then taking the ride alone..same goes for life.. really glad that you are in it.. thou we bicker alot. its all harmless..and for the so much fun we had before. cheers.. thou we are in diff sch already and hardly had the chance to meet up that why we cherish the time we had together then before. we used to take everything for granted but now we learnt.

jen..
you are the quietest of the 8 of us...and you alway do your best in watever you do..hope you are really happy now..whatever hav past is already gone. thou our conversation is not that much you are never forgotten by me..and of course for such a nice girl. i so glad that you are in our group and i hope that good things just find their way to you.

peng..
the oldest and all..ahaha..i miss those day in sch when you wil copy homework for me. pack the locker until so tidy that we can squeeze in so many books...and many many others that im not goin to name it out. anyway things has been goin on pretty smoothly well for you..thats good..
for you are such a motherly friend. this yr i hardly see u, but you hav not change a single bit..thou we drift, i know you are stil the same person that i once know..

kx...
haha..you are one such person that you wil never forget me whn you hav good things..you wil never fail to share it with me..and i wonder why do i derseve it...thank you for that.. really. your friendship is much appreciated by me.. its years that we hav known each other and im glad that it is stil going strong...we may quarrel over peanut matter but stil it didnt affect much..im really glad for that kind of assurance, no matter thick or thin you wil b there.

*you*
the time that we know each other isnt that long. it just slightly more than one yr.. but this one yr..you brought me tons of memories.. thou we hav the greatest diff that it seems so impossible that we can b friend. i really glad that we are and we made it happen. you show me the diff way to enjoy wat we hav. how contented you can get with just a simply msg.. i never want to replace you with others. we hav quarrel before and i apologise for those mistakes.. and i hope the rocket wil fly and stay up high in the sky..

ok..and the list just go on..new friends, old friends...each and everyone is so unique...those that i never mention it doesnt mean i cant b bother ok..i cherish u too..and wish for the best for everyone... for those that i made promise to and din do it..a million sorry...with these i hope i end 2005 well..lookin forward to a new great yr..praying hard it wil b..

happy new year(2006) in adv everyone...let start countingdown...

goodnight world!!!

/ Saturday, December 31, 2005

just one more day left and it wil b 2006..365 days is gone just like that...
so much has happened in 2005 and are we just goin to say goodbye just like that???
this year is really a hectic one..leaving sac aft 5 years..coming out to work and then going back to study again..it seems so unbelieveable...
i shall stop the clock for just one moment and then look back before everything this yr come to an end....
started working at BI aft Os, stayed there for like 6 mths before resigning...it was fun working there and the ppl there are nice not all of course...sometime i do miss them...
had class chalet early this year..and i doubt it wil happened again..no more class activities aft that...
celebrated my 18th birthday..chalet at costa sand pasir ris...i had fun..really...it was one of the most unforgettable event that happened to me in 20o5...
hmm...went away during the june holiday..one of the trip that i wun forget..
become a certified diver in july...which i always wanted to be...
went to take my diploma in business management with mdis in june...
went hongkong in oct...it was a sudden decision...
and endless clubbing night...

however there are many dissapointment too...promise are not kept...
i had let go of someone that i never wanted to...
i had miss my best friend birthday cos i was having high fever..[sorry]
sometimes it is quite hard to face prob alone..thou its over...
and since everyone make their new friend..where do the old one go???
no doubt we drifted.. no matter how hard we try to convince ourselve..deep down we knew it...
below, are small tag for the people that are impt in my life...having them is just god gifts....

whn god gave us fren, he tried to be fair, but whn i got you ppl, i know i got more than my share.

peixiang..
this yr we went on our own way to search for wat we want to achieve in life. i dun get to see you almost everyday like what it used to be..sit beside each other in class and talk non-stop..and i definately miss those times..i really do..sometime i wonder if there is a second chance..haa..mayb in our dreams. u know me well enough that i dun hav to say anything and you understand wat i want. this friendship is so precious that i hope i can keep it forever.. well..you hav ur frens whom you mix with in ur jc..and i hope things goes well between you and them.. mayb one day you might find a better fren...i dunno..watever it is i stil love you the same...

cas..
i hav never forget those days that we hang out together and only return home in the middle of the night..those silly things that we would do and of course wat a great fren you hav been. mayb you might think that we hav not accept the changes in you..watever the ans is...you knw that there are stil a bunch of ppl you can fall back on. thou we may drift and thing may change you just a friend i never want to change or replace. certain thing you hav to go thru on your own. or rather with your new clique...you hav the courage to do wat you want so why bother bout wat others think??? as long as you are happy..its enough.. and i know you are.

eileen..(xiao guo)
very long never like that call you already..ahha..we may b on the same boat but things are not really the same. let go and mayb you wil find the happiness that you are really searching for al this while..our thinking is just so alike..so it seems like you cant hide anything. even whn i left the other night i knew you werent happy. mayb you understand. and i really thank you for giving me that kind of understanding..it make me fl really bad too..frankly i cant balance both side of my frens well..i dun deny that sometimes im in a diff position to satisfy both party..but i want you to know that no matter wher i am, i stil the same old me.

min...
you haven been around much,we are al so busy with our own things that we can hardly hav the time to meet up. but we are stil close. something that is just goin to last i hope..a rare chance of meeting up is alway worth much more. it just make us learn not to take anyone for granted.. we stil have our share of common memories..that no one can ever replaced. hopefully things goes the way you want it to be..

cand..
aft so much, glad that you hav found wat you really.. you wil alway b my bus 26 partner..haha..thou you can slp your way home.. it always good to hav company then taking the ride alone..same goes for life.. really glad that you are in it.. thou we bicker alot. its all harmless..and for the so much fun we had before. cheers.. thou we are in diff sch already and hardly had the chance to meet up that why we cherish the time we had together then before. we used to take everything for granted but now we learnt.

jen..
you are the quietest of the 8 of us...and you alway do your best in watever you do..hope you are really happy now..whatever hav past is already gone. thou our conversation is not that much you are never forgotten by me..and of course for such a nice girl. i so glad that you are in our group and i hope that good things just find their way to you.

peng..
the oldest and all..ahaha..i miss those day in sch when you wil copy homework for me. pack the locker until so tidy that we can squeeze in so many books...and many many others that im not goin to name it out. anyway things has been goin on pretty smoothly well for you..thats good..
for you are such a motherly friend. this yr i hardly see u, but you hav not change a single bit..thou we drift, i know you are stil the same person that i once know..

kx...
haha..you are one such person that you wil never forget me whn you hav good things..you wil never fail to share it with me..and i wonder why do i derseve it...thank you for that.. really. your friendship is much appreciated by me.. its years that we hav known each other and im glad that it is stil going strong...we may quarrel over peanut matter but stil it didnt affect much..im really glad for that kind of assurance, no matter thick or thin you wil b there.

*you*
the time that we know each other isnt that long. it just slightly more than one yr.. but this one yr..you brought me tons of memories.. thou we hav the greatest diff that it seems so impossible that we can b friend. i really glad that we are and we made it happen. you show me the diff way to enjoy wat we hav. how contented you can get with just a simply msg.. i never want to replace you with others. we hav quarrel before and i apologise for those mistakes.. and i hope the rocket wil fly and stay up high in the sky..

ok..and the list just go on..new friends, old friends...each and everyone is so unique...those that i never mention it doesnt mean i cant b bother ok..i cherish u too..and wish for the best for everyone... for those that i made promise to and din do it..a million sorry...with these i hope i end 2005 well..lookin forward to a new great yr..praying hard it wil b..

happy new year(2006) in adv everyone...let start countingdown...

goodnight world!!!