/ Saturday, December 03, 2005

im just so lazy to blog this few days....moreover i had no topic in mind...
hai...things hav been pretty the same for the past few wks...
nothing much to do anyway..beside schoolin and al...
and i realise that im not concentratin much already...cant be bother abt it anymore...
din manage to meet up with the ppl i wanted to meet..time is just the major obstacles!!!

ok..anyway im goin to attend a fren weddin tmr.....wow..its seems so soon.
startin to wonder wat is it like..aft all it is my first time goin to a fren weddin...
never mind, i just cant imagine myself doin that..or someone close to me doin that..
i mean that is a major step that one gotta take in life..and it would change every single things...

actually im startin to wonder how much time do we hav in life to do the things that we really enjoy doin and not the things that ppl want us to do...
to become the person that you are appointed to by the many ppl instead of bein your real self..
how pathetic life can be...
come to think of it..we spent the first 20 yrs of our life on books that wil determine our future..
but are we really that happy??
are we satisfy with wat we hav achieve so far.??
is that wat we really want or is it wat the society require..
how much time do we spent on makin ourselve happy?? thats the question....??!!
we used to think that we are stil young and we got that whole lot of time to make our dream come true..but hav anyone realise that how wrong we are whn we said this?
we hav too much to complete to achieve within that time we are given....

28 more days to go and we would say goodbye to 2005 and welcome 2006...
but wat 2006 has in store for us is a real mystery...
whether good or bad we just hav to face it...
any event in 2005 worth a moment of appreciation?
or something that we are thankful for???
mayb for me..it make me realise the world..the many different faces that ppl have...

im thankful for this someone in life that i hav met durin my workin life...
show me the different things that we can enjoy...
and how much fun we can hav even by leadin a simple life..
mayb things hav change now and we hav gone back to our own world..
i hav never forget those laughter those moments that i wish for once agn...
it just seems like a dream, but a very sweet one..

simple VS complicated
rich VS poor
high end VS low end
good VS poor

watelse do we know beside fightin, climbin up the stairs of success..
sometime we should just stop for a moment and see wat we hav actually lose out...
dun hav the time for your family..
dun hav the time for a cup of tea with frens...
and whn you know that it time for you to do something..
everythings is just too late..things change, ppl change..
wat is left is just a world of darkness...the loneliness...
and you blame that everyone dun understand you..but who can you actually blame??

/ Saturday, December 03, 2005

im just so lazy to blog this few days....moreover i had no topic in mind...
hai...things hav been pretty the same for the past few wks...
nothing much to do anyway..beside schoolin and al...
and i realise that im not concentratin much already...cant be bother abt it anymore...
din manage to meet up with the ppl i wanted to meet..time is just the major obstacles!!!

ok..anyway im goin to attend a fren weddin tmr.....wow..its seems so soon.
startin to wonder wat is it like..aft all it is my first time goin to a fren weddin...
never mind, i just cant imagine myself doin that..or someone close to me doin that..
i mean that is a major step that one gotta take in life..and it would change every single things...

actually im startin to wonder how much time do we hav in life to do the things that we really enjoy doin and not the things that ppl want us to do...
to become the person that you are appointed to by the many ppl instead of bein your real self..
how pathetic life can be...
come to think of it..we spent the first 20 yrs of our life on books that wil determine our future..
but are we really that happy??
are we satisfy with wat we hav achieve so far.??
is that wat we really want or is it wat the society require..
how much time do we spent on makin ourselve happy?? thats the question....??!!
we used to think that we are stil young and we got that whole lot of time to make our dream come true..but hav anyone realise that how wrong we are whn we said this?
we hav too much to complete to achieve within that time we are given....

28 more days to go and we would say goodbye to 2005 and welcome 2006...
but wat 2006 has in store for us is a real mystery...
whether good or bad we just hav to face it...
any event in 2005 worth a moment of appreciation?
or something that we are thankful for???
mayb for me..it make me realise the world..the many different faces that ppl have...

im thankful for this someone in life that i hav met durin my workin life...
show me the different things that we can enjoy...
and how much fun we can hav even by leadin a simple life..
mayb things hav change now and we hav gone back to our own world..
i hav never forget those laughter those moments that i wish for once agn...
it just seems like a dream, but a very sweet one..

simple VS complicated
rich VS poor
high end VS low end
good VS poor

watelse do we know beside fightin, climbin up the stairs of success..
sometime we should just stop for a moment and see wat we hav actually lose out...
dun hav the time for your family..
dun hav the time for a cup of tea with frens...
and whn you know that it time for you to do something..
everythings is just too late..things change, ppl change..
wat is left is just a world of darkness...the loneliness...
and you blame that everyone dun understand you..but who can you actually blame??