/ Saturday, December 24, 2005

hmm..christmas eve today..so its party time again...
everyone out there, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
enjoy and hav fun aft al its once a year...

alright,i cant seems to slp today, slept in the morning at6.30 and i woke up at 11.30..
wat had happened man..sleeping is so important to me and yet im havin prob with it..
haaa...mayb many late nights aight. haa..i shall tink it that way..
i wil b yawning my way out during countdown tonight..hopefully i wont..

meeting the grp for dinner later and mayb another grp of fren aft for countdown..
since everyone is busy with their own programe i guessed we wun spend much time together this year..at least it is better then last yr...
whn everyone is so busy working and we din even meet at al..
ahaa...but in a way, last yr christmas was the most memorable one...
i went out to sea and spent the night out on some island in singapore..

thanks for yesterday ah, we had everything planned and you backfired..
never even bother to call and let me know..wat a good fren you are..
wat am i to you?? and who do you tink you are??!!!
whn i dun say it out, it doesnt mean i dun mind...
im waitin for an explanation from you...or mayb you cant b bother hur...

now do i realised that its meaningless in holding onto something that is long gone..
every form of relationship, regardless of friendship, relationship or watsoever...
its gone mean forever...sometime tryin to hold onto things that are impossible can b so tiring...
i could feel the distant but yet im so unwilling in letting go......
just cos for the so many memories..i just hope things stay the way it is...but time just dun allow..
the trust that i hav put in a friendship is much more than i had ever imagine...
and now, im starting to lose confidence...
things that i thou used to b everything in everyone heart can b easily replaced..
with just a boyfriend,a girlfriend, frens just stand aside.
this may not b the tinkin of everyone but facts are just facts....

ok...shall not go on with it, aft al it is christmas eve, a day to enjoy...
oh well, i got to go and get ready.

/ Saturday, December 24, 2005

hmm..christmas eve today..so its party time again...
everyone out there, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
enjoy and hav fun aft al its once a year...

alright,i cant seems to slp today, slept in the morning at6.30 and i woke up at 11.30..
wat had happened man..sleeping is so important to me and yet im havin prob with it..
haaa...mayb many late nights aight. haa..i shall tink it that way..
i wil b yawning my way out during countdown tonight..hopefully i wont..

meeting the grp for dinner later and mayb another grp of fren aft for countdown..
since everyone is busy with their own programe i guessed we wun spend much time together this year..at least it is better then last yr...
whn everyone is so busy working and we din even meet at al..
ahaa...but in a way, last yr christmas was the most memorable one...
i went out to sea and spent the night out on some island in singapore..

thanks for yesterday ah, we had everything planned and you backfired..
never even bother to call and let me know..wat a good fren you are..
wat am i to you?? and who do you tink you are??!!!
whn i dun say it out, it doesnt mean i dun mind...
im waitin for an explanation from you...or mayb you cant b bother hur...

now do i realised that its meaningless in holding onto something that is long gone..
every form of relationship, regardless of friendship, relationship or watsoever...
its gone mean forever...sometime tryin to hold onto things that are impossible can b so tiring...
i could feel the distant but yet im so unwilling in letting go......
just cos for the so many memories..i just hope things stay the way it is...but time just dun allow..
the trust that i hav put in a friendship is much more than i had ever imagine...
and now, im starting to lose confidence...
things that i thou used to b everything in everyone heart can b easily replaced..
with just a boyfriend,a girlfriend, frens just stand aside.
this may not b the tinkin of everyone but facts are just facts....

ok...shall not go on with it, aft al it is christmas eve, a day to enjoy...
oh well, i got to go and get ready.