/ Friday, September 16, 2005

if this is the meanin of life i hav no choice but to accept it...
but it doesnt mean i concede defeat..i wil fight til the very last battle..
whn al my energy and strengthen are drained..
but certainly i wil never stop askin why..
would i regret my choice??
wil it b the best solution...
if it is a win win situation or it a win lose situation..
but now i know im at the losing end...and hopefully things wil get better..
sunshine aft the rain??!!

tryin to get the best out of everything, wil only end up with nothing..
this is the lesson i learnt..mayb i should just slow down my pace...
and not rushin into gettin everything done at the same time..
so many things on my mind now..but yet nothing is done.
i know this shouldnt b the way, but seriously i dunno wat to do...
at first i thou i could do everything,get everything i wanted in my life..
but its wrong. i cant even juggle my life, friendship,realtionship
and watever shit there is...and thats the basic!!!
and i know my happy-go-lucky attitude wil kill me one day..
but at least its allow me to stay cheerful even whn there is so much to face...at least its not doomday for me yet.

night all...!

/ Friday, September 16, 2005

if this is the meanin of life i hav no choice but to accept it...
but it doesnt mean i concede defeat..i wil fight til the very last battle..
whn al my energy and strengthen are drained..
but certainly i wil never stop askin why..
would i regret my choice??
wil it b the best solution...
if it is a win win situation or it a win lose situation..
but now i know im at the losing end...and hopefully things wil get better..
sunshine aft the rain??!!

tryin to get the best out of everything, wil only end up with nothing..
this is the lesson i learnt..mayb i should just slow down my pace...
and not rushin into gettin everything done at the same time..
so many things on my mind now..but yet nothing is done.
i know this shouldnt b the way, but seriously i dunno wat to do...
at first i thou i could do everything,get everything i wanted in my life..
but its wrong. i cant even juggle my life, friendship,realtionship
and watever shit there is...and thats the basic!!!
and i know my happy-go-lucky attitude wil kill me one day..
but at least its allow me to stay cheerful even whn there is so much to face...at least its not doomday for me yet.

night all...!