/ Wednesday, August 31, 2005

went back to sch today to visit the teachers..
kinda happy to see them since they are there...
the surroundin is stil familiar..but not with the faces...
aft that went to a fren house to slack..
hmm...sch tmr, i wasnt really lookin forward to it..
but i wil just bear with it for another 2 days and its break time for me..
but nothing to b happy about, cos thats exam break...

had some thots on my mind today...and i realise something..
life isnt fair at all..you dun really get wat you deserved..
wat you work hard for might not end up yours..
luck plays a part in it too...you can put in al your effort to get something..
but if another person has the luck, he need no effort to get it..
see wat i mean...
wat can i really look forward to in my life???
wil it just b a normal routine of childhood, teenage, goin out to work,
gettin married and hav kids. just to complete the lifecycle..
then it wil b time for me to depart dis world???
i question myself if this is the kind of life i want..
but i dun hav to ans to it..
mayb if i tried hard enough i wil find the ans to it...
sometimes its just so vexin to tink bout al dis..
how i wish i hav the ability to slp for days and nights...
and wake up again whn everything is solved?
hahah...toooo bad i cant!

oh,4 more months to go and i wil finish my course...
at least i can take a break before i continue..haha..
hmm..something to look forward to...

happy teachers day to all!

/ Wednesday, August 31, 2005

went back to sch today to visit the teachers..
kinda happy to see them since they are there...
the surroundin is stil familiar..but not with the faces...
aft that went to a fren house to slack..
hmm...sch tmr, i wasnt really lookin forward to it..
but i wil just bear with it for another 2 days and its break time for me..
but nothing to b happy about, cos thats exam break...

had some thots on my mind today...and i realise something..
life isnt fair at all..you dun really get wat you deserved..
wat you work hard for might not end up yours..
luck plays a part in it too...you can put in al your effort to get something..
but if another person has the luck, he need no effort to get it..
see wat i mean...
wat can i really look forward to in my life???
wil it just b a normal routine of childhood, teenage, goin out to work,
gettin married and hav kids. just to complete the lifecycle..
then it wil b time for me to depart dis world???
i question myself if this is the kind of life i want..
but i dun hav to ans to it..
mayb if i tried hard enough i wil find the ans to it...
sometimes its just so vexin to tink bout al dis..
how i wish i hav the ability to slp for days and nights...
and wake up again whn everything is solved?
hahah...toooo bad i cant!

oh,4 more months to go and i wil finish my course...
at least i can take a break before i continue..haha..
hmm..something to look forward to...

happy teachers day to all!