/ Sunday, July 31, 2005

something happened last night...
my day was really spoilt..got dead drunk..vomited al over the place..
it wasnt meant to b like this...and i dun understand why things hav to end up like that..its not my fault...
my world is pitch dark,i dun see any form of light..
which way should i go? wat can i trust? i dunno...
it's unfair..you came prepared but i'm not..
the final say is foreva yours..
wat you tell me last night really hurts..if i say i'm ok..i wil b lyin..
every word you said seems to stay in my mind...
no way can i get rid of it...every minute i'm tinkin of it..
thou i'm stil eatin and breathin well..but i felt like shit inside..
my mind wander off to you the minute i'm alone...
why must you tell me al those stuffs..?
i really cannt take it anymore..i thou i could move on..
i thou wat you say doesnt matter much anymore..
but the fact is, i cant,,i failed badly...i'm such a loser...
but frankly, on my part i'm really tired...i really do...
i feel so drained..i dun wish to lose you too..
you tink we can b frens...its impossible..
on my part...i cant overcome it...
a part of me yearn to tell you to let me go..
at least i can move on better,mayb i wil b happier.
but the other half just want to stay on..
sometime lovin someone is just like a religion..
once you believe..you wil put your heart and soul in it...
but to get out of it..its hard..
it feel like tearin myself in thousand pieces..
and that wat i'm feelin right now...

you took away my soul and left me an empty shell...
how i wish i could hate you for that..
for once i wish you were me and i were you..
so at least you know how much i felt for you...
you wil understand wat i'm goin thru..
i'm confused..too tired to even move on...
wat should i do..somebody pls tell me..!!!!!!
wat is my world comin to...!!
nothing is goin the way i want..
argh..i hate my life..!

/ Sunday, July 31, 2005

something happened last night...
my day was really spoilt..got dead drunk..vomited al over the place..
it wasnt meant to b like this...and i dun understand why things hav to end up like that..its not my fault...
my world is pitch dark,i dun see any form of light..
which way should i go? wat can i trust? i dunno...
it's unfair..you came prepared but i'm not..
the final say is foreva yours..
wat you tell me last night really hurts..if i say i'm ok..i wil b lyin..
every word you said seems to stay in my mind...
no way can i get rid of it...every minute i'm tinkin of it..
thou i'm stil eatin and breathin well..but i felt like shit inside..
my mind wander off to you the minute i'm alone...
why must you tell me al those stuffs..?
i really cannt take it anymore..i thou i could move on..
i thou wat you say doesnt matter much anymore..
but the fact is, i cant,,i failed badly...i'm such a loser...
but frankly, on my part i'm really tired...i really do...
i feel so drained..i dun wish to lose you too..
you tink we can b frens...its impossible..
on my part...i cant overcome it...
a part of me yearn to tell you to let me go..
at least i can move on better,mayb i wil b happier.
but the other half just want to stay on..
sometime lovin someone is just like a religion..
once you believe..you wil put your heart and soul in it...
but to get out of it..its hard..
it feel like tearin myself in thousand pieces..
and that wat i'm feelin right now...

you took away my soul and left me an empty shell...
how i wish i could hate you for that..
for once i wish you were me and i were you..
so at least you know how much i felt for you...
you wil understand wat i'm goin thru..
i'm confused..too tired to even move on...
wat should i do..somebody pls tell me..!!!!!!
wat is my world comin to...!!
nothing is goin the way i want..
argh..i hate my life..!