/ Thursday, June 09, 2005

so much hav change since i came back from the holi..
and i'm kinda not used to it yet..
i'm not workin anymore..so just slackin my days away..
i hate it actually...it's gettin so bored..
and this kind of life is goin to b on for another wk...
wat the hell man...i'm so vexed with everything now..!!!
did some catchin up with my colleagues and frens
for the past fews days..
and it seems like everyone is in a bad mood now..
everything i see and hear now is so negative..
wat happened to everyone...durin the period that i was away??
sometimes i just dun understand why..
you're givin me hot and cold shoulder...??????
just because you're not in a good mood..
wat kind of fren do you take me as???
i'm kind of lookin forward to come back whn i was away..
because i cant wait to hang out with you all again on sat..
at our usual hang out place..
i miss those fun and laughter that i nvr experience in sch life..
but you screwed up everything...
and now...i just wish i'm away again..
at least at that time i know you care..
at least i dun hav to feel so detached from you cos i'm not
workin in the same environment anymore..
arghhh....stop al dis nonsense la..
i really want to see your old self again...
pls pls pls...
hai..i'm so stress with those upcomin things..
and has been ventin my anger dis few days..
wat has got into me...i was never like this..
mayb ppl do change over time...and it kind of scary...

/ Thursday, June 09, 2005

so much hav change since i came back from the holi..
and i'm kinda not used to it yet..
i'm not workin anymore..so just slackin my days away..
i hate it actually...it's gettin so bored..
and this kind of life is goin to b on for another wk...
wat the hell man...i'm so vexed with everything now..!!!
did some catchin up with my colleagues and frens
for the past fews days..
and it seems like everyone is in a bad mood now..
everything i see and hear now is so negative..
wat happened to everyone...durin the period that i was away??
sometimes i just dun understand why..
you're givin me hot and cold shoulder...??????
just because you're not in a good mood..
wat kind of fren do you take me as???
i'm kind of lookin forward to come back whn i was away..
because i cant wait to hang out with you all again on sat..
at our usual hang out place..
i miss those fun and laughter that i nvr experience in sch life..
but you screwed up everything...
and now...i just wish i'm away again..
at least at that time i know you care..
at least i dun hav to feel so detached from you cos i'm not
workin in the same environment anymore..
arghhh....stop al dis nonsense la..
i really want to see your old self again...
pls pls pls...
hai..i'm so stress with those upcomin things..
and has been ventin my anger dis few days..
wat has got into me...i was never like this..
mayb ppl do change over time...and it kind of scary...