/ Tuesday, June 14, 2005

life is just the same for the past few days..
meetin up with frens..doin nothing at all..
i'm beginnin to feel so aimless now..
but at least i'm eatin and breathin well..
sch is startin next wk for me..
should it b something that i'm suppose to look forward to??
i hav no ans for myself too...
things hav change slightly better..
but stil not on the bright side yet..
mayb it wil never b the same again..
the feelin wil never b back..
that's something i'm certain of..
unless a miracle happen..but i dun believe in that..
tell me wat would it takes to make dis frenship works..??
cos dere's far too much memories to forget..
or should i let go instead of clingin on??
since you cant b bother too..
how i wish i could bring myself to hate you..
at least i would b much happier..
aft all we belong to two diff world..
is that the only choice out!!
you tell me..
anyway i feel so cheated today..
mayb this is wat i call life..
i seriously miss those times in sac..
at least these wont b something that i hav to face..
at least things would b much easier to solve.
but stil..dere wil b a day that i hav to move on..
i'm so sick and tired of it already..

/ Tuesday, June 14, 2005

life is just the same for the past few days..
meetin up with frens..doin nothing at all..
i'm beginnin to feel so aimless now..
but at least i'm eatin and breathin well..
sch is startin next wk for me..
should it b something that i'm suppose to look forward to??
i hav no ans for myself too...
things hav change slightly better..
but stil not on the bright side yet..
mayb it wil never b the same again..
the feelin wil never b back..
that's something i'm certain of..
unless a miracle happen..but i dun believe in that..
tell me wat would it takes to make dis frenship works..??
cos dere's far too much memories to forget..
or should i let go instead of clingin on??
since you cant b bother too..
how i wish i could bring myself to hate you..
at least i would b much happier..
aft all we belong to two diff world..
is that the only choice out!!
you tell me..
anyway i feel so cheated today..
mayb this is wat i call life..
i seriously miss those times in sac..
at least these wont b something that i hav to face..
at least things would b much easier to solve.
but stil..dere wil b a day that i hav to move on..
i'm so sick and tired of it already..