/ Friday, June 17, 2005

it's like 2.30am in the mornin and i stil cant slp..
thou i'm quite tired already...
havin lotsa of stuffs on my mind right now..
i have been thinkin for the past few days..
is it time to let go of certain things that i'm clingin on..
BUT....>>>
would my effort goes down the drain??
or would i b a much happier person...?!
i'm not too sure myself..
i know that it's time for me to move on...
but yet, i'm not doin so...
not that i dun want..but itz not easy..
sometime i just wonder...
wat would my life be without you in it..
you betrayed the trust that i gave you..
you abused it..knowin that i would give in...
how could you actually do that??
i'm no fool..i knew it..but i kept quiet..
all i can say now is
i'm just so disappointed in you..
you make me realise wat is reality..!!!
arghhh..why must it b you..??
i doubt we can b friend...
cos i wil never choose a fren like that..
it's over..past and gone for good..

/ Friday, June 17, 2005

it's like 2.30am in the mornin and i stil cant slp..
thou i'm quite tired already...
havin lotsa of stuffs on my mind right now..
i have been thinkin for the past few days..
is it time to let go of certain things that i'm clingin on..
BUT....>>>
would my effort goes down the drain??
or would i b a much happier person...?!
i'm not too sure myself..
i know that it's time for me to move on...
but yet, i'm not doin so...
not that i dun want..but itz not easy..
sometime i just wonder...
wat would my life be without you in it..
you betrayed the trust that i gave you..
you abused it..knowin that i would give in...
how could you actually do that??
i'm no fool..i knew it..but i kept quiet..
all i can say now is
i'm just so disappointed in you..
you make me realise wat is reality..!!!
arghhh..why must it b you..??
i doubt we can b friend...
cos i wil never choose a fren like that..
it's over..past and gone for good..