/ Wednesday, June 22, 2005

hmm...was intendin to blog today..
but i'm just starin blankly at the comp..
i dunno wat to say...somehow it makes me fl how lifeless i am now...
anyway went town today...
do nothing beside slackin and shoppin..
wat really amaze me today was..
i was in a pet shop...lookin around..
and then dis caught my attention...
a female hamster was givin birth to small lil babies..
it was the first time i've seen it with my own eyes..
thou i kept hamster before..
how amazin can life be..so small but yet so strong..
ahh..was really tired at sch today..
gettin tougher and tougher each passin day..
but i just hav to adapt..and accept it..
btw..i was wonderin a few days back..
wat is the defination of a happy family.??
cos..i know someone..
who doesnt hav a complete family..
quite young but a mother of 3...
but yet can take the time off frm work..
juz cos her child who's alr 15 was runnin a fever..
she treat her children like frens..
thou strict..
sometime i do envy the kids..
cos its something that wil never happen in my family..
sometimes i've to admit that havin a complete family..
doesnt really mean it's a happy one...
so wat is the real defination???
i'm not sayin that i'm not happy with wat i hav..
just that it came into my mind..
so i just blog it out..

/ Wednesday, June 22, 2005

hmm...was intendin to blog today..
but i'm just starin blankly at the comp..
i dunno wat to say...somehow it makes me fl how lifeless i am now...
anyway went town today...
do nothing beside slackin and shoppin..
wat really amaze me today was..
i was in a pet shop...lookin around..
and then dis caught my attention...
a female hamster was givin birth to small lil babies..
it was the first time i've seen it with my own eyes..
thou i kept hamster before..
how amazin can life be..so small but yet so strong..
ahh..was really tired at sch today..
gettin tougher and tougher each passin day..
but i just hav to adapt..and accept it..
btw..i was wonderin a few days back..
wat is the defination of a happy family.??
cos..i know someone..
who doesnt hav a complete family..
quite young but a mother of 3...
but yet can take the time off frm work..
juz cos her child who's alr 15 was runnin a fever..
she treat her children like frens..
thou strict..
sometime i do envy the kids..
cos its something that wil never happen in my family..
sometimes i've to admit that havin a complete family..
doesnt really mean it's a happy one...
so wat is the real defination???
i'm not sayin that i'm not happy with wat i hav..
just that it came into my mind..
so i just blog it out..