/ Friday, October 29, 2010

hi, im back here again.. after such a long long time..
i almost forget how it feels writing an online journal..
anyway, this few days.. i totally have no mood to study for my exam..
even thought i know how impt this two paper are.. but why..
i still have the cant be bother attitude?
what causes me to change to become like this.. since this hasnt happen to
me before any of the final exam.. so i was really wondering..

and now, what is the next step i should take in my life..
i need to stop and think, what i really want out of my life..
and how should i go from here...is my mind bothering about too many things.
or are there too much for me to consider? this sucks..
when i dont know what i want, when everything seems to be a choice..
which is the right one?

i just need ppl who can understand me, relate to what im talking about..
but then again.. its hard to have this kind of ppl in your life..
am i right.. mayb sometimes i should just count on myself..
learn to give and take, and let go when the time comes..
hopefully the ans to all my doubts can be solve by my brain soon..
at least i wont feel so aimless..


life isnt always beautiful, its how you learn to see things in a positive way!

/ Tuesday, March 02, 2010

im back here once again..for another short post on my current life..
damn bored, just hang out and working..without much ups and downs..
was comtemplating if i should find a full time job or just
stay the way i am now, cos its just a few more mths to go and i wil be fre..
but the stress and nagging from the parents are sometimes unbearable..
still thinking, should i submit my resume?? yes no yes no yes no????

anyway, wil be heading to genting again on 3rd march, wed..this time round..
it will be a big crowd.. hopefully everything will go smoothly on the trip..
no fights no quarrels..i cross my fingers.. hahahaha...
and good weather condition for the theme parks, and winning on the casino table..
hahahaha...

and this yr chinese new yr seems to pass very fast, and unknowingly the
new yr ended, which can be a good thing or a bad thing..no more ang pao...
but this yr i do not have to go visiting, which is something im happy about..
cos seriously, i dont really know the meaning of new yr gathering with ppl
you are not familiar with..yes, in a country where everyone is busy
everyday..i guess..there is no time for family bonding..

well..its a new yr, so shall be more positive..
alright, im tired.. night night night..
bye bye bye...hahahaha
=]

/ Monday, January 18, 2010

My second post for the year 2010.. Time really pass very fast..
This few months i will be very free, so got to think wat I wanna do
instead of slacking my days away.. I want to try things that I wanted..
Otherwise I won't have the chance to do it once I officially finish my studies..
So this is the right time that I should go Head with my plans..
Successful or not, at least I've tried!!

Been quite addicted to the toy machine at ecp.. I know I spent quite
alot of money there already. Mayb I should force myself to cut down..
And start saving.. That's wat I always say!! But never happen..
Haha.. Ok!! I'm tired!!

/ Monday, January 04, 2010

WELCOME 2010..
today is the 4th day of 2010, and so far so good..this few days
been a good one, and hopefully it wil be a good yr for me..
most of my wishes already came true, stil got one more..
which is to faster complete my studies..im getting bored of it..
but then again, i dont know wats the right job for me..
future seems so bleak now..but i guess i wil find a way out..

first camping of the yr on sat..2nd jan 2010..
went to ecp and play the toy machine...and spend 80 bucks there and get
a whole lot of monchichi(monkey) like 8 of them..
and im stil 3 sticker away from my portable dvd player..
soon..i will be able to get it..so wait for me ok!!
then aft that, went to jetty and set our tent up, quite fast..
less than 5 mins, our temporarily condo is up..hahaha..
played all sorts of card games, see ppl fish, and saw some sotongs..

bev is in love with the curry puff..hahaha..but its not bad..
then aft that..continue playing games till im so tired..and
i decide to slp..anyway, weather was damn hot yesterday..
now, im missing the weather in taiwan..alright..
im slping soon..


ciao..

/ Saturday, November 28, 2009

i just check, the last time im here was like more than a month ago..
seems like i have lost track with everything that is going on..
im like retreating into my own world, we just a few of my friends..
hai..but no matter wat i do..it seems that i cannot pls the whole world..
sometimes im in a situation that i myself dont know how to handle..
no matter how hard i try to please everyone, i still failed..
even whn i try to please myself with some stupid excuses..i still fail..
can someone tell me wat should i do??

life have been so far so good..thou there are still problems going around..
hopefully one day i will be able to resolve everything..
and till results day..its like 2 more wks to go and i will get my results back..
hopefully i pass the subject that i wanted to pass badly..
and aft that, i will be heading to taiwan..spending the christmas there..
i think this is the first time i spent chirstmas overseas..
every year, i dream of a white christmas, but so far..none come true..

if only you can read my mind and know what im thinking..
sometimes saying out is hard..but not saying anything is miserable.


4.40am and im still not slping...tired, but cannt slp..
is that the signs of insomia? hahaah..
alright..

ciao

/ Saturday, October 03, 2009

just came back from a 5 days roadtrip, destination this time round
is still malaysia..went malacca, Kl and genting...
left singapore at 730am, and before that, still went for mac
drive thru in a cab, smart right?? hahaha..
anyway, the most coincidence thing is, we sat the same bus as
jeanette aw and her manager, and i realise, they are damn rude..

and the most unlucky thing that happen on the trip is, our seats is
just beside the toilet, and it sinks the whole bus..have to bear with
the smell at least 1/4 of the journey..

reached malacca, and check in at mahkota hotel, my favourite hotel in
malacca, then aft that went to shop at mahkota parade and jonker st..

nth much at Kl, then to genting..

/ Wednesday, September 23, 2009

im here to blog again, cos wendy complain that day i haven been updating
my blog for more than a month...anyway, im tired now, just came home
from sch..got nth to do, the whole world are busy with their own things..

anyway, this one month plus, many things have been going on in my life..
went thru the most tiring time, and now its sunshine aft the rain..
for those who are close enough to me will know what had happened,
for those who dont, i wont be saying it out here..so just keep guessing..hahah..

i am happy and contented with my life right now, never ever did i feel this way..
but yes, i am sure of it..and i know that in this month,
i did neglect some people, you know who you are, im really sorry..
and also thanks for the understanding that you have given me..

going malaysia again on sun..dinner with hoody on fri..enjoying now
and aft that, i need to prepare for my final exam..


ciao..

anyway, 3 days late, but still,
happy birthday to:
Wee Zi Hui
Wendy Phng Wei Ling

may all wishes and dreams come true..

with love
ken

/ Sunday, August 02, 2009

Today was my rest day, slack at home for half the day..
then aft that went swimming with my brother, for about an hour..
then came home for dinner..now, blogging and watching tv..
aft that i will have to continue battling with my studies..
damn sian..tmr test and i am not in the least prepared for it..
mcq plus short ans..but if failed, that means have to repeat already..
how? i hope god will be with me tmr...

anyway, yesterday was a long day...study in the aftnoon, but totally cannot concentrate
chit chatting away..talking about our own problems but then still cannot solve..
then at night have dinner with my parents..looked for my uncle..
then went supermarket get coffee powder for my parents to bring back china..
cos they going back on 11th aug..

then met exy at bdk, drank with her at the void deck..this is the 2nd time i drink
at the void deck..but then again, hopefully things will turn out alright eventually...

/ Friday, October 29, 2010

hi, im back here again.. after such a long long time..
i almost forget how it feels writing an online journal..
anyway, this few days.. i totally have no mood to study for my exam..
even thought i know how impt this two paper are.. but why..
i still have the cant be bother attitude?
what causes me to change to become like this.. since this hasnt happen to
me before any of the final exam.. so i was really wondering..

and now, what is the next step i should take in my life..
i need to stop and think, what i really want out of my life..
and how should i go from here...is my mind bothering about too many things.
or are there too much for me to consider? this sucks..
when i dont know what i want, when everything seems to be a choice..
which is the right one?

i just need ppl who can understand me, relate to what im talking about..
but then again.. its hard to have this kind of ppl in your life..
am i right.. mayb sometimes i should just count on myself..
learn to give and take, and let go when the time comes..
hopefully the ans to all my doubts can be solve by my brain soon..
at least i wont feel so aimless..


life isnt always beautiful, its how you learn to see things in a positive way!

/ Tuesday, March 02, 2010

im back here once again..for another short post on my current life..
damn bored, just hang out and working..without much ups and downs..
was comtemplating if i should find a full time job or just
stay the way i am now, cos its just a few more mths to go and i wil be fre..
but the stress and nagging from the parents are sometimes unbearable..
still thinking, should i submit my resume?? yes no yes no yes no????

anyway, wil be heading to genting again on 3rd march, wed..this time round..
it will be a big crowd.. hopefully everything will go smoothly on the trip..
no fights no quarrels..i cross my fingers.. hahahaha...
and good weather condition for the theme parks, and winning on the casino table..
hahahaha...

and this yr chinese new yr seems to pass very fast, and unknowingly the
new yr ended, which can be a good thing or a bad thing..no more ang pao...
but this yr i do not have to go visiting, which is something im happy about..
cos seriously, i dont really know the meaning of new yr gathering with ppl
you are not familiar with..yes, in a country where everyone is busy
everyday..i guess..there is no time for family bonding..

well..its a new yr, so shall be more positive..
alright, im tired.. night night night..
bye bye bye...hahahaha
=]

/ Monday, January 18, 2010

My second post for the year 2010.. Time really pass very fast..
This few months i will be very free, so got to think wat I wanna do
instead of slacking my days away.. I want to try things that I wanted..
Otherwise I won't have the chance to do it once I officially finish my studies..
So this is the right time that I should go Head with my plans..
Successful or not, at least I've tried!!

Been quite addicted to the toy machine at ecp.. I know I spent quite
alot of money there already. Mayb I should force myself to cut down..
And start saving.. That's wat I always say!! But never happen..
Haha.. Ok!! I'm tired!!

/ Monday, January 04, 2010

WELCOME 2010..
today is the 4th day of 2010, and so far so good..this few days
been a good one, and hopefully it wil be a good yr for me..
most of my wishes already came true, stil got one more..
which is to faster complete my studies..im getting bored of it..
but then again, i dont know wats the right job for me..
future seems so bleak now..but i guess i wil find a way out..

first camping of the yr on sat..2nd jan 2010..
went to ecp and play the toy machine...and spend 80 bucks there and get
a whole lot of monchichi(monkey) like 8 of them..
and im stil 3 sticker away from my portable dvd player..
soon..i will be able to get it..so wait for me ok!!
then aft that, went to jetty and set our tent up, quite fast..
less than 5 mins, our temporarily condo is up..hahaha..
played all sorts of card games, see ppl fish, and saw some sotongs..

bev is in love with the curry puff..hahaha..but its not bad..
then aft that..continue playing games till im so tired..and
i decide to slp..anyway, weather was damn hot yesterday..
now, im missing the weather in taiwan..alright..
im slping soon..


ciao..

/ Saturday, November 28, 2009

i just check, the last time im here was like more than a month ago..
seems like i have lost track with everything that is going on..
im like retreating into my own world, we just a few of my friends..
hai..but no matter wat i do..it seems that i cannot pls the whole world..
sometimes im in a situation that i myself dont know how to handle..
no matter how hard i try to please everyone, i still failed..
even whn i try to please myself with some stupid excuses..i still fail..
can someone tell me wat should i do??

life have been so far so good..thou there are still problems going around..
hopefully one day i will be able to resolve everything..
and till results day..its like 2 more wks to go and i will get my results back..
hopefully i pass the subject that i wanted to pass badly..
and aft that, i will be heading to taiwan..spending the christmas there..
i think this is the first time i spent chirstmas overseas..
every year, i dream of a white christmas, but so far..none come true..

if only you can read my mind and know what im thinking..
sometimes saying out is hard..but not saying anything is miserable.


4.40am and im still not slping...tired, but cannt slp..
is that the signs of insomia? hahaah..
alright..

ciao

/ Saturday, October 03, 2009

just came back from a 5 days roadtrip, destination this time round
is still malaysia..went malacca, Kl and genting...
left singapore at 730am, and before that, still went for mac
drive thru in a cab, smart right?? hahaha..
anyway, the most coincidence thing is, we sat the same bus as
jeanette aw and her manager, and i realise, they are damn rude..

and the most unlucky thing that happen on the trip is, our seats is
just beside the toilet, and it sinks the whole bus..have to bear with
the smell at least 1/4 of the journey..

reached malacca, and check in at mahkota hotel, my favourite hotel in
malacca, then aft that went to shop at mahkota parade and jonker st..

nth much at Kl, then to genting..

/ Wednesday, September 23, 2009

im here to blog again, cos wendy complain that day i haven been updating
my blog for more than a month...anyway, im tired now, just came home
from sch..got nth to do, the whole world are busy with their own things..

anyway, this one month plus, many things have been going on in my life..
went thru the most tiring time, and now its sunshine aft the rain..
for those who are close enough to me will know what had happened,
for those who dont, i wont be saying it out here..so just keep guessing..hahah..

i am happy and contented with my life right now, never ever did i feel this way..
but yes, i am sure of it..and i know that in this month,
i did neglect some people, you know who you are, im really sorry..
and also thanks for the understanding that you have given me..

going malaysia again on sun..dinner with hoody on fri..enjoying now
and aft that, i need to prepare for my final exam..


ciao..

anyway, 3 days late, but still,
happy birthday to:
Wee Zi Hui
Wendy Phng Wei Ling

may all wishes and dreams come true..

with love
ken

/ Sunday, August 02, 2009

Today was my rest day, slack at home for half the day..
then aft that went swimming with my brother, for about an hour..
then came home for dinner..now, blogging and watching tv..
aft that i will have to continue battling with my studies..
damn sian..tmr test and i am not in the least prepared for it..
mcq plus short ans..but if failed, that means have to repeat already..
how? i hope god will be with me tmr...

anyway, yesterday was a long day...study in the aftnoon, but totally cannot concentrate
chit chatting away..talking about our own problems but then still cannot solve..
then at night have dinner with my parents..looked for my uncle..
then went supermarket get coffee powder for my parents to bring back china..
cos they going back on 11th aug..

then met exy at bdk, drank with her at the void deck..this is the 2nd time i drink
at the void deck..but then again, hopefully things will turn out alright eventually...